Apple juice.

Felt like I’m losing strength to the values I advocate strongly.

Have the nature of surviving changed my very own personal beliefs? Could this be differences that I should learn to accommodate or is this a learning process in disguise?

Coming out from familarity into total uncertainty forced me to face new challenges to understand points to success is to create and achieve. And what weaken me, is the opposite.

Perhaps, I should learn to be in control of my thoughts and possess stronger will power and hunger to want it.

Do I want to be better though? Or am I just too afraid to be separated from the crowd and to feel loneliness?