8th May 2020;5 I Reflect on what matters to me. Here I share about projects, what I am currently into and one song. What I am working on: Curiosity paired with a restless mind, sounds like me, and you right? I know I’m not alone found guilty baking cookies and brewing excessive amount of coffee…

7th May 2020; 4. — I Reflect on what matters to me. Here I share about projects, what I am currently into and one song. Day 4! Even though there is not much difference in the days, I look forward to the dynamic in each day. I pulled a shift doing operations and I really…

6th May 2020; 3. — Everyday at 11pm, daily reflection before bedtime.Here I will share about my projects, what I am into and one song. Day 3. All experience is a gift. Each day i get up, brew myself a big batch of coffee and start my work from home rhythm. Today was more enjoyable…

5th May 2020;2 Everyday at 11pm, daily reflection before bedtime. Here I will share about my projects, what I am into and one song. Second day! Working from home today was productive, I enjoyed the flexibility I’m allowed to have. This time has me turning more inward, my natural instinct isto be busy…

4th May 2020; 01 Everyday at 11pm, daily reflection before bedtime. Here I will share about my projects, what I am into and one song. I am curious by nature, in constant search for new approach to share informations and better ways to retain knowledge. And I found myself at this point of life…

If you’re living correctly, you’re always doing something hard in life. When you do that, you always have enough to write about. If you don’t know what to write, you need to do more things.

i made a promise to document of all my reflection during this process of rebirth. and i realized, that without external interferes, my realest and most comfortable self are the one that i’m trying to keep away and conceal from the public, because it was scary and imhumane. I found out that one of my biggest needs for survivor is — pleasure. and im ashamed to admit, that i have explored every possible method-forms.

Apple juice. Felt like I’m losing strength to the values I advocate strongly. Have the nature of surviving changed my very own personal beliefs? Could this be differences that I should learn to accommodate or is this a learning process in disguise? Coming out from familarity into total uncertainty forced me to face new challenges to understand points to success is to create and achieve. And what weaken me, is the opposite.

“Smart”, Decision making & mistakes. On the title, what its really about Society’s made up idea of rational thinking and “smart” decision is flawed or in my words, BS. I Question everything from theories to advices, and it frustrates me not knowing that our own decision are the best for…